Thursday, November 23, 2006

To Forgive

Shallow as a puddle.
Gone green. But only perhaps to avoid going white
White, the colour of a pure soul
Ironically, also the colour of a shamed, weary face

Bent over with the burden
An unerasable mark
Is it? Where's the ray of light?
An arrow on the wall, perhaps?

Seek a power - the power to forgive.
The eraser to obliterate this mark,
The hole for the light to peep through
And shine upon the arrow
On the wall of blame
It shows the way out
Of this hall of shame

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Lousy

You actually thought I was perfect???
Get the r out of this friend
Now, perhaps, that's more like me

Saturday, November 18, 2006

24 hrs to Time-Zero

I'm not numb today. That might be helpful although it's not the feeling I'm used to just before an exam. With 24 hrs to go, things might change and I might go the usual deadskin way in due course. But I like this non-numbness. It's new and it's exhilarating. Not that I'm in the best of shapes to appear and crack the test. But it definitely looks like a new challenge. The non-numbness might just (let me stick out and say 'will certainly' instead) accentuate the sensation in the aftermath. I'm definitely ready for it. The whiplash or the smooth caress (and I hope it'll be the latter), whatever's in store, I'm ready for it. Ready to feel it. I'm not numb today. Dumb perhaps.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Dear God

Hi. A little request. May I please have my next two doses of miracles in advance this Sunday?

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Bad week

Back after quite some time. 3 weeks to be precise. Sucks to return on a bad note but hey, that's the way it is. Not the best week. Thought away from work would turn out cool. Turns out holidays are breaks from the monotony (aka work) when all the shit that's piled up out of your sight comes to the fore.
This week stinks.
It better end on a high note. Can't afford to have it end ANY other way (fingers crossed, now trying to cross toes)

p.s. Beware. I'm gonna be home (the real deal... not the 'home away from home') for a few days. And I'm a little messed (if I can ever be). SOOooooo... there might be regular posts here. (Do I hear a shriek fading in the distance?)
 

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